My sister,

I am 2 years older then her.I was proud of her at one stage.

When you are a big sister you look after your little sisters and little brothers-like a mother and father have a dream for their little ones so does a big sister have for her siblings.Making sure they don't get bullied at school,have good friends and taking care of them when they needed a hug or too.

But maybe my dream were a bit to much like a good family movie.I have dreamed that we will be best buddies till the day we die-drinking tea talk about ours boy friends/husbands.Sharing our kids funny moments.

We use to do so many things together.

movies,

laughing,

crying,

having  fun,

explore ,

Shopping,

swimming,

just being sisters and share sister stuff…

I wonder did i do something wrong?Didn't i care enough?

you know…

but i have spiritly  lost my sister more than 3 years ago.She decided that life is better when smoking pot and getting drunk every nite and  having sex before marriage with more than one person she shouldn't even  have as a husband.

so how would life be without a sister?

probably better off not to have one….